I haven’t told this to anyone before but I’m going to tell you now,
This world is killing me,
It’s like suffocating inside a small box that shrinks every single day
I can’t exhale my frustration
As there is nothing inside the box to inhale
The ropes of complications entangles with my neck
Making the knots which don’t hurt much
As before I can feel the pain,
Another swirl of the rope stucks .
Giving their best shot to kill me
Increasing my hunger to be free.
This world is making me feel like a depressed kid.
I feel like I’m left alone on the first day of school
Where are you dad?
These people are monsters covering there faces with those superhero masks,
You brought me when I demanded to be powerful.
These superheros are using there powers against me,
Judging me, binding me
They want me to be the doll they can play with
I need you mom.
This world lifts me up
In the showers of care and concern
And when I try to open up
About my pain,
About those miseries burried inside my heart
They dig it more
Till the pieces tear apart.
I know I sound like a depressed kid,
But you could be the only one to listen to me
This world is killing me.
And I give up
I’ll miss you mom.
Don’t worry dad
I’ll be shinig bright
In The place just upright
Free from all these barriers.
Free from the pain.