and when I sit here
the dim light
reminds me of my gloomy life,
the silence shouts my grief.
these blank walls reminds me of the moment,
when I wanted so much,
but I was freezed.
I wanted to break those confines
and feel those satin hands,
in spite of seeing the pressed pins
I wanted to rift all bans.
I wanted to look those lips
which always smiled seeing me back home,
but that mask left me like a stone.
I wanted to hug you so tight
and tell you how much I love you,
I wanted to adore those eyes
and see the world through.
the inner me wanted all of this
but you know what?
I was freezed,